Never Ending Story: May 2010

So this guy just joined Twitter...I hv a mixed feeling abt this tho..

Yknow how much I love this guy..He got one AWESOME voice..

I'll melt everytime fo sho ;)

everytime my love fades away,he pull me back towards him.

How you say?easy! whenever I listen to him sing I just fall back in love with this Daegu boy :D ehehe

BUT...

tragedy happened :'(

On Friday the 7th, the final day Music Bank aired LIVE on KBSworld,I watched the show, feeling excited to see 2PM live onstage..moreover he just got twitter acct. that make fans feel more closer to him..

2PM performed their new comeback song, Without U.

Its AWESOME,I tell you..

Junsu's part "I'm gonna be ok, I'll be ok" -- the dance so lawa :]

I was so daymnn excited seeing him that I tweeted to him (like he's ever gonna read that)..haha

After their performance, I suddenly feel down..Idk why so i keep watching MB since its the last LIVE show :'(

2PM was a contender on K-chart for the week alongside Rain Bi and Lee Hyori..&& they won!! \(^_^)/

The performers usually gather on the stage at the end and thats when I realised Junsu is not there..

I shounted 'Where's Junsu? Where's Junsu?' repetitively to my sister..Its annoying i know =.=

She told me that maybe he has constipation that he had to use the toilet..yknow things like that..

Started to play around with the possibilities of 'where he could be'

I'm quietly worrying abt him..Idk..

I'm getting an uneasy feeling so I search on the internet abt him..

Then I found out that exactly after 2PM performance, he complained of hving severe pain on his knee and were brought to the hospital immediately..

Just look at him :'( he's in pain..

Soon after, a statement is made by the company saying that he's okay..

Ppl on twitter is flooding him with encouragement words,etc..

I waited for him to tweet and he did finally~

He tweeted/twitpic this:

전 괜찮아요..^^ 괜찮아질거에요! im gonna be okay!! Don't wry! 1등만들어주신건 여러분덕분입니다! 고마워요 :)

*that thing on his hand indicates that he's in the hospital*

So i was thinking..he's probably be okay by now (as in that time) It shouldnt be serious right.thats what i tot..

I waited for him to tweet the very next day..Yes! I waited the whole day..but he didnt tweet any which makes me re-think abt the situation..

Finally he tweeted on the 9th..

I was fast asleep that time..its late night..my phone goes "I'm gonna be ok..I'll be ok" (yes! thats my msgtone)I received a text from Umii saying Junsu tweeted..

At the same time as my phone sang,the sister shouted 'Ka! Junsu tweeted!'

I'm so excited and checked it immediately since im on twitter 24/7..

but I was DAMN DEVASTATED!!!

Reading his tweet..I shed tears on a cold night,all cuddle up in the bed..crying softly..so soft that its too painful~

3 months is such a long time dude~How can I not be worry!?

There's sth wrong defo right...I cant get back to sleep aftr that..just feeling so down down down~

The friends tweeted to me..trying to cheer me up! They're all sad too,yknow..

I cried myself to sleep that night :'(

I just get 2hrs of sleep..btw,my sleeping habits nowadays is to wake up in the middle of sleep a couple of time to check on twitter -_-''

exactly as i woke up..Junsu replied to Onewaychance this;

Oh yeah~ you can tell that i get more devastated :'( Him in a cast for 3months *sigh*

Wish I'm there to nurse him...seriously!

I'm too tired to think abt this and fell back asleep..

That day is Mother's Day right~ so Mom enters the room and i was just like *points at the gift i got her* and said you're welcome..I'm sorry mom :/ my mind is so messed up that moment..

On the very day, when we're hving lunch 'mother-daughter's dayout' allkpop update that Junsu gonna continue performing despite his injury..I was so damn mad..What's he thinking kan!? ugghhh!

so I decided to watch the vids frm ysterday's music show..to see whether he really performed..

It took time for me to get myself together to watch the vid..and i did finally..He was just standing there onstage BUT still i was so dayummnn worried..

The fan pic from the show :'(